1 00:00:32,124 --> 00:00:35,881 “It was produced based on a true story.” 2 00:02:29,980 --> 00:02:30,980 this way 3 00:02:32,740 --> 00:02:33,780 That's enough 4 00:02:39,900 --> 00:02:42,220 I didn't hear it earlier! The phone cut off sound 5 00:02:42,380 --> 00:02:45,700 Yesterday's blood sugar level It was okay 6 00:02:45,780 --> 00:02:49,780 - It's 16 now. - too low 7 00:02:51,740 --> 00:02:52,940 Let's go in 8 00:02:54,780 --> 00:02:55,740 What do you say? 9 00:02:55,820 --> 00:02:57,260 They said the helicopters were all out 10 00:02:57,340 --> 00:02:58,340 What about Françoise? 11 00:02:58,420 --> 00:03:01,580 It's an emergency I'll be there in 20 minutes 12 00:03:02,580 --> 00:03:04,420 The interval between contractions is 1 minute and 30 seconds. 13 00:03:05,740 --> 00:03:07,580 Let's give birth here. 14 00:03:09,020 --> 00:03:09,980 You can do it, right? 15 00:03:10,940 --> 00:03:13,660 Sterile drapes, surgical caps I need sterile gloves 16 00:03:13,980 --> 00:03:14,980 Let's get ready quickly 17 00:03:15,100 --> 00:03:17,620 don't worry too much Let me help you 18 00:03:18,780 --> 00:03:19,860 Take care of yourself 19 00:03:21,260 --> 00:03:22,460 Have you tried this? 20 00:03:22,620 --> 00:03:23,740 - No. - Really? 21 00:03:23,860 --> 00:03:25,780 There will be no problem You can rest assured. 22 00:03:26,460 --> 00:03:27,500 hold my hand 23 00:03:28,740 --> 00:03:30,220 Hold on tight 24 00:03:30,300 --> 00:03:32,460 Because my hands may hurt Hold on with all your might 25 00:03:32,540 --> 00:03:35,140 Like this, that's it. 26 00:03:35,820 --> 00:03:37,700 - Take a deep breath. - I can't. 27 00:03:37,780 --> 00:03:40,020 Cheer up, you can do it 28 00:03:40,778 --> 00:03:41,738 Bend your knees 29 00:03:41,820 --> 00:03:43,460 I don't feel it 30 00:03:43,540 --> 00:03:46,540 Eat comfortably Take a deep breath 31 00:04:10,860 --> 00:04:11,900 Welcome 32 00:04:11,980 --> 00:04:13,340 - How have you been? - Then 33 00:04:14,180 --> 00:04:16,620 - Hello, Jean Louis. - Welcome. 34 00:04:17,020 --> 00:04:19,180 - Did you sleep well? - It's always like that, well. 35 00:04:19,260 --> 00:04:21,220 -Would you like some coffee? - Good. 36 00:04:26,340 --> 00:04:27,980 Would you like to sit down for a moment? 37 00:04:40,500 --> 00:04:42,740 Jean Louis was a playboy 38 00:04:42,820 --> 00:04:44,180 It hurt me a lot 39 00:04:44,780 --> 00:04:46,620 Because women were lining up 40 00:04:48,140 --> 00:04:51,100 I was especially special with a woman named Marie. 41 00:04:51,340 --> 00:04:54,700 I'm from Pivisi village. He said his parents didn't like it. 42 00:04:54,780 --> 00:04:55,740 Are you Phoebe? 43 00:04:56,060 --> 00:04:57,980 It's the northern tip of this island 44 00:04:58,740 --> 00:05:00,300 It was like that in the old days 45 00:05:04,020 --> 00:05:07,100 The village people I lived walled off from the outside world. 46 00:05:07,180 --> 00:05:09,820 If you were born there I buried my bones there 47 00:05:11,500 --> 00:05:14,260 never been to an island There were people who never left 48 00:05:14,620 --> 00:05:16,060 It was different from Jean Louis. 49 00:05:16,780 --> 00:05:18,860 Then, you and Marie… 50 00:05:20,620 --> 00:05:22,060 Did you meet even after marriage? 51 00:05:30,540 --> 00:05:33,140 Look at your fingertips 52 00:05:33,220 --> 00:05:35,540 moving slowly 53 00:05:35,900 --> 00:05:38,420 Raise it high like this 54 00:05:38,500 --> 00:05:40,820 then down again 55 00:05:40,900 --> 00:05:44,460 with hand gestures Make a big circle 56 00:05:44,540 --> 00:05:48,980 big soap bubbles Imagine making it 57 00:05:49,060 --> 00:05:52,300 very big bubbles Move it by hand 58 00:05:53,660 --> 00:05:55,620 Look at your fingertips again 59 00:05:55,900 --> 00:05:59,300 A small wave hits It's raining this time 60 00:06:02,060 --> 00:06:04,540 Rain, rain, rain... 61 00:06:04,620 --> 00:06:05,860 It's a storm 62 00:06:07,380 --> 00:06:09,620 - Are you new? - It's Monday. 63 00:06:09,700 --> 00:06:11,580 - Isn't it hard? - It's okay. 64 00:06:11,660 --> 00:06:15,180 My daughter is coming this weekend I feel good already 65 00:06:15,820 --> 00:06:17,180 Do you have a point card? 66 00:06:22,660 --> 00:06:24,100 - thank you - I'm here. 67 00:06:25,100 --> 00:06:28,020 Excuse me, I'll just pass by. 68 00:06:28,180 --> 00:06:31,340 53 euros 70 cents 69 00:06:34,100 --> 00:06:36,020 - Did you bring my wallet? - No 70 00:06:36,940 --> 00:06:37,900 I don't have any cash 71 00:06:38,260 --> 00:06:40,620 - What should I do? - Should I write a check? 72 00:06:43,580 --> 00:06:44,580 thank you 73 00:06:53,500 --> 00:06:54,460 Done 74 00:07:09,220 --> 00:07:12,500 It was an emergency Well done 75 00:07:13,300 --> 00:07:15,740 With you giving birth You saved the baby. 76 00:07:15,820 --> 00:07:18,380 I'll give it to you as a service I should get the award 77 00:07:19,100 --> 00:07:20,060 cheers 78 00:07:22,180 --> 00:07:23,700 - This is good. - Did you close your eyes? 79 00:07:23,780 --> 00:07:27,380 I went to work at a construction site on the island next door. 80 00:07:32,860 --> 00:07:35,500 - Are you working two jobs? - To buy a house 81 00:07:35,580 --> 00:07:37,180 Let's get in touch 82 00:07:38,140 --> 00:07:39,620 happy anniversary 83 00:07:40,140 --> 00:07:41,220 Whose anniversary? 84 00:07:42,820 --> 00:07:43,660 I also remembered 85 00:07:43,740 --> 00:07:45,260 - Is it your anniversary? - It’s been 6 years. 86 00:07:45,740 --> 00:07:47,980 Congratulations to you two 87 00:07:48,060 --> 00:07:49,140 Cheers, friend 88 00:07:50,860 --> 00:07:52,900 For those who die of thirst! 89 00:07:55,540 --> 00:07:58,900 Towards St. François Island in the Indian Ocean! 90 00:08:02,220 --> 00:08:07,900 A strong wind blows Rocks our boat 91 00:08:08,340 --> 00:08:11,020 It's the call of the sea 92 00:09:27,780 --> 00:09:28,780 It's 140/80 93 00:09:28,940 --> 00:09:31,020 Since the last time I measured I'm glad it's the same 94 00:09:31,100 --> 00:09:34,220 My blood pressure is always constant 95 00:09:34,940 --> 00:09:40,140 next 3 months I can take the same medicine 96 00:09:43,300 --> 00:09:46,460 Are you new here? Do you have any brothers? 97 00:09:46,540 --> 00:09:48,940 I have a brother, Antoine. 98 00:09:49,020 --> 00:09:50,580 How old is your brother? 99 00:09:51,020 --> 00:09:52,780 - I'm 33 years old. - 33 years old? 100 00:09:53,140 --> 00:09:54,180 It's a good time 101 00:10:22,020 --> 00:10:22,980 Come here 102 00:10:59,900 --> 00:11:00,860 slowly 103 00:12:21,380 --> 00:12:22,340 Nice to meet you, Odd. 104 00:12:29,620 --> 00:12:31,820 - Don’t you miss Aix-en-Provence? - Not at all. 105 00:12:33,020 --> 00:12:36,540 The city was hell for Ben. It's much better here 106 00:12:37,860 --> 00:12:39,820 - It was your grandmother’s house? - Yes 107 00:12:40,460 --> 00:12:43,180 - Did you come here often? - Every summer. 108 00:12:43,460 --> 00:12:44,620 So you came here. 109 00:12:45,180 --> 00:12:46,620 It's not wide 110 00:12:47,500 --> 00:12:50,860 It's a small house It's enough for us 111 00:12:50,940 --> 00:12:53,020 - Small and nice - Should I peel the carrots? 112 00:12:53,100 --> 00:12:55,420 - The scenery is nice too. - I'll prepare this! 113 00:12:55,500 --> 00:12:57,860 - Come here, kid. - Yes 114 00:12:58,260 --> 00:12:59,860 Tell me about the old days 115 00:12:59,940 --> 00:13:04,260 I didn't fall My brother pushed me 116 00:13:04,340 --> 00:13:07,300 I leaned on you slightly that you fell 117 00:13:07,380 --> 00:13:10,380 My brother pushed me 118 00:13:10,460 --> 00:13:11,660 Shall I read it to you? 119 00:13:12,220 --> 00:13:13,420 From the beginning? 120 00:13:16,700 --> 00:13:18,220 let's see 121 00:13:19,700 --> 00:13:22,300 'When I was six... ' I'm the same age as you 122 00:13:22,380 --> 00:13:25,460 ‘From a book called True Stories’ 123 00:13:25,540 --> 00:13:28,660 'Very impressive 'I saw a picture' 124 00:13:28,860 --> 00:13:32,740 'Swallowed a huge beast It was a picture of a boa constrictor.' 125 00:13:33,300 --> 00:13:37,340 'The boa constrictor doesn't even chew. I swallowed it in one gulp’ 126 00:13:37,420 --> 00:13:41,860 'To digest that They say it will take 6 months.' 127 00:13:42,900 --> 00:13:46,020 'Such a jungle adventure I thought it would be cool' 128 00:13:46,140 --> 00:13:50,100 'So I use a pencil 'I drew the first picture' 129 00:13:51,620 --> 00:13:53,140 In this island village How do you do ballet? 130 00:13:53,780 --> 00:13:55,180 I can't perform my ballet. 131 00:13:57,420 --> 00:14:00,940 Children's ballet class All we do is hold a presentation every year. 132 00:14:02,540 --> 00:14:05,580 Aix-en-Provence last performance I really liked it 133 00:14:06,460 --> 00:14:08,300 It was amazing you are talented 134 00:14:09,540 --> 00:14:10,900 Thank you for seeing it that way. 135 00:14:19,660 --> 00:14:21,500 first time for me Do you remember when you learned to smoke? 136 00:14:23,660 --> 00:14:26,580 You were 13, were you younger? 137 00:14:27,100 --> 00:14:28,220 No, I'm 13 138 00:14:29,980 --> 00:14:31,940 You got scolded by your mom so much. 139 00:14:33,740 --> 00:14:34,740 How is your mom? 140 00:14:39,300 --> 00:14:40,340 wants to see you 141 00:14:44,540 --> 00:14:46,100 What my mom misses That's me from before 142 00:14:47,860 --> 00:14:49,260 The daughter is now It doesn't exist in the world 143 00:14:57,260 --> 00:14:58,220 Are you still mad at me? 144 00:15:01,020 --> 00:15:02,260 For making me smoke? 145 00:15:03,180 --> 00:15:04,140 no 146 00:15:05,700 --> 00:15:06,820 You didn't come here earlier 147 00:15:32,740 --> 00:15:33,780 Someone is coming over there 148 00:15:34,380 --> 00:15:35,420 Uncle! 149 00:15:38,780 --> 00:15:40,900 Look what we caught 150 00:15:41,780 --> 00:15:42,940 I caught a baby crab 151 00:15:43,700 --> 00:15:44,940 Show it to mom and dad 152 00:15:47,140 --> 00:15:48,620 Let's surprise mom 153 00:15:50,180 --> 00:15:52,660 - What is it? - I caught a crab. 154 00:15:56,020 --> 00:16:00,580 From now on, each other Staring intently at your face 155 00:16:00,660 --> 00:16:05,100 The person who laughs first You lose the game 156 00:16:08,580 --> 00:16:09,660 You laughed first! 157 00:16:10,900 --> 00:16:12,980 Should we try somersaults this time? 158 00:16:13,060 --> 00:16:14,060 Fly now! 159 00:16:16,220 --> 00:16:17,380 Bravo 160 00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:24,060 It's okay 161 00:16:25,220 --> 00:16:27,260 -Your son is doing well! -Pull more. 162 00:16:54,420 --> 00:16:56,100 wait and see 163 00:17:01,260 --> 00:17:02,260 -Thank you - Bye. 164 00:17:02,340 --> 00:17:04,180 - How are you? - Be careful driving. 165 00:17:05,500 --> 00:17:07,020 If this continues, I’m going to miss the ferry. 166 00:17:11,980 --> 00:17:13,380 Leo, hi 167 00:17:33,300 --> 00:17:35,140 Even if you leave me I understand 168 00:17:41,940 --> 00:17:45,100 a woman who can bear children I can't do it if I go looking for it 169 00:17:49,140 --> 00:17:50,100 It's your right 170 00:17:54,740 --> 00:17:56,100 I can't do that 171 00:18:00,780 --> 00:18:01,740 I'm so sorry 172 00:18:05,940 --> 00:18:06,980 Odd! 173 00:18:46,780 --> 00:18:49,420 blood test results no problem 174 00:18:49,540 --> 00:18:52,300 Have you made an anesthesiology appointment? 175 00:18:53,340 --> 00:18:56,740 Benjamin was young It's a relatively simple surgery. 176 00:18:57,260 --> 00:18:59,700 Of course there are risks It's relatively safe. 177 00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:02,620 I'm going to use a laparoscope. 178 00:19:02,980 --> 00:19:06,540 It is often used for this type of surgery. 179 00:19:06,620 --> 00:19:09,340 through a small hole It's about reaching the long term. 180 00:19:09,460 --> 00:19:10,820 I don't do surgery 181 00:19:14,580 --> 00:19:15,700 I'm not going to do it right now. 182 00:19:20,860 --> 00:19:23,260 I want to have children first. 183 00:19:25,220 --> 00:19:26,420 I don't understand 184 00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:29,140 Odd can't have babies 185 00:19:30,860 --> 00:19:31,820 I'm sorry 186 00:19:33,180 --> 00:19:36,020 - What does that matter? - We want to start a family. 187 00:19:40,580 --> 00:19:42,180 So I'm going to have a baby. 188 00:22:07,057 --> 00:22:11,281 "Aix-en-Provence, 2012 “Nursing University Party” 189 00:23:18,940 --> 00:23:20,020 hello 190 00:23:21,060 --> 00:23:23,780 I'll give you what you're drinking too. 191 00:23:23,860 --> 00:23:25,220 Barley syrup? 192 00:23:26,540 --> 00:23:28,460 yes please 193 00:23:35,940 --> 00:23:37,060 What did you lose? 194 00:23:38,220 --> 00:23:39,180 yes? 195 00:23:39,580 --> 00:23:40,940 What did you lose? 196 00:23:41,620 --> 00:23:42,580 no 197 00:23:44,780 --> 00:23:45,860 It's called oud. 198 00:23:49,100 --> 00:23:51,220 - I bought it. - Nice to meet you. 199 00:23:54,660 --> 00:23:55,660 thank you 200 00:24:00,380 --> 00:24:01,660 Is this poison? 201 00:24:02,740 --> 00:24:03,700 why? 202 00:24:04,780 --> 00:24:06,100 I'm just asking 203 00:24:12,500 --> 00:24:13,700 Nursing school senior? 204 00:24:13,780 --> 00:24:15,220 I'm not a lesbian 205 00:24:17,180 --> 00:24:19,100 The word lesbian I don't like the tone 206 00:24:23,060 --> 00:24:26,620 I'm not a lesbian either I like people 207 00:24:26,700 --> 00:24:29,940 people without prejudice I'm just dating 208 00:24:31,700 --> 00:24:33,340 But you don’t like men? 209 00:24:34,060 --> 00:24:35,860 The man who attacked me earlier It was okay 210 00:24:40,340 --> 00:24:41,860 the way you dance I'm a completely different person 211 00:24:44,740 --> 00:24:46,260 How can it be so cool? 212 00:24:47,060 --> 00:24:49,220 What's the secret? 213 00:24:49,300 --> 00:24:50,580 barley syrup 214 00:24:52,540 --> 00:24:55,340 Give me double barley syrup. 215 00:24:55,420 --> 00:24:56,500 Don't drink too much 216 00:24:56,580 --> 00:24:58,900 -What happens if you drink too much? - What? 217 00:24:58,980 --> 00:25:00,860 If you drink a lot of barley syrup What happens? 218 00:25:00,940 --> 00:25:02,660 Be like me 219 00:25:03,700 --> 00:25:05,140 foolish and 220 00:25:05,700 --> 00:25:07,140 It's frustrating like a fool 221 00:25:33,820 --> 00:25:34,980 Are you okay? 222 00:25:36,860 --> 00:25:37,820 yes 223 00:25:40,700 --> 00:25:41,820 cheers 224 00:27:24,260 --> 00:27:25,260 Don't come in 225 00:27:26,380 --> 00:27:27,380 Close the door! 226 00:28:29,020 --> 00:28:30,180 I'm not a lesbian 227 00:28:34,620 --> 00:28:36,180 I know, you said it. 228 00:28:45,020 --> 00:28:46,180 Then what? 229 00:28:53,380 --> 00:28:54,340 woman 230 00:29:01,060 --> 00:29:02,380 But actually, I'm not even a woman. 231 00:30:02,300 --> 00:30:03,420 What are you thinking? 232 00:30:06,740 --> 00:30:07,780 tell me 233 00:30:10,500 --> 00:30:11,900 I had a strange dream 234 00:30:13,180 --> 00:30:14,820 You have a male penis 235 00:30:15,180 --> 00:30:16,900 I wish it was real 236 00:30:17,500 --> 00:30:21,740 One penis between the legs 237 00:30:22,260 --> 00:30:25,820 The world is a woman and a man You decide 238 00:30:25,900 --> 00:30:29,780 So in my imagination I made that for you. 239 00:30:30,580 --> 00:30:33,540 my unconscious wish Is it expressed? 240 00:30:34,220 --> 00:30:35,620 It was really big and cool. 241 00:30:37,100 --> 00:30:38,340 Let's go now 242 00:30:48,820 --> 00:30:51,180 what sacrifices did you make Do you even know what you're trying to do? 243 00:30:53,900 --> 00:30:55,220 What sacrifice? 244 00:30:59,300 --> 00:31:01,340 What is sacrifice? 245 00:31:06,940 --> 00:31:08,940 to have a baby That's the only way 246 00:31:13,580 --> 00:31:14,820 Ben, if you want to get pregnant. 247 00:31:16,060 --> 00:31:17,380 male hormone injections need to stop 248 00:31:18,260 --> 00:31:19,620 Think calmly! 249 00:31:21,660 --> 00:31:23,220 Do you remember what you used to be? 250 00:31:24,060 --> 00:31:26,460 You were always depressed 251 00:31:27,740 --> 00:31:29,700 I hated your female body 252 00:31:29,940 --> 00:31:31,660 Think what will happen to you! 253 00:31:33,980 --> 00:31:35,820 Even if I get pregnant What are you going to do next? 254 00:31:39,020 --> 00:31:40,020 Have you thought about it? 255 00:31:41,580 --> 00:31:43,580 To people How are you going to explain it? 256 00:31:47,100 --> 00:31:49,340 can i answer You're only asking for things that aren't there 257 00:31:49,820 --> 00:31:53,740 What is the world saying? I don't know what will happen! 258 00:31:53,820 --> 00:31:56,180 Will my body hold up? I don’t even know that! 259 00:31:57,220 --> 00:31:59,020 our hard work You've been through a lot, right? 260 00:32:00,740 --> 00:32:03,180 - It's too dangerous for you. - I can do it. 261 00:32:03,660 --> 00:32:05,340 this last fight Let's do it together 262 00:32:05,780 --> 00:32:09,340 We are strong We can do it together 263 00:32:10,780 --> 00:32:12,620 the two of us together I'm having a baby 264 00:32:15,340 --> 00:32:16,460 look at me 265 00:32:18,100 --> 00:32:19,380 you're going to be a mom 266 00:32:30,660 --> 00:32:32,060 Let's have a baby 267 00:33:44,740 --> 00:33:48,300 Male hormone injections When did you stop? 268 00:33:48,380 --> 00:33:50,700 - 55 days ago - Okay. 269 00:33:50,780 --> 00:33:55,140 why do you want to have a child Would you like to tell me? 270 00:33:56,940 --> 00:33:58,020 It felt like fate for us 271 00:33:59,100 --> 00:34:02,460 As soon as I met Odd 6 years ago 272 00:34:03,620 --> 00:34:06,940 I felt it right away. 273 00:34:09,100 --> 00:34:12,620 I wanted to have a child with Odd. 274 00:34:12,700 --> 00:34:14,380 Actually, Odd was surprised. 275 00:34:16,620 --> 00:34:17,580 Why? 276 00:34:18,460 --> 00:34:22,100 Not long after we met We didn't know each other very well 277 00:34:23,980 --> 00:34:27,700 I suddenly said this 278 00:34:27,780 --> 00:34:30,140 'I want to have a child with you' 279 00:34:31,260 --> 00:34:33,820 Actually seriously I didn't think about it 280 00:34:35,980 --> 00:34:41,340 I was a little scared too On the one hand, it felt good 281 00:34:41,660 --> 00:34:44,260 someone give me a baby Are you telling me to have a baby? 282 00:34:44,540 --> 00:34:47,740 - I always wanted to be a mother. - I like it 283 00:34:47,900 --> 00:34:50,860 What does it mean to have a baby? 284 00:35:00,620 --> 00:35:01,580 It's really important to us. 285 00:35:03,140 --> 00:35:04,100 means a lot 286 00:35:06,900 --> 00:35:09,500 You know why I ask, right? 287 00:35:10,220 --> 00:35:12,460 Childbirth is usually a woman's responsibility. 288 00:35:12,540 --> 00:35:16,300 Seen as a symbol of femininity 289 00:35:16,660 --> 00:35:21,820 Since time immemorial, babies Always given birth to women 290 00:35:22,260 --> 00:35:25,860 People in the world Everyone thinks so, but 291 00:35:26,820 --> 00:35:29,940 This is exceptional It's a special situation. 292 00:35:30,180 --> 00:35:32,620 But in the end, the people of the world 293 00:35:32,700 --> 00:35:36,180 Benjamin's baby When you find out you're pregnant 294 00:35:36,300 --> 00:35:40,980 I'm giving up on sex change. I can accept it. 295 00:35:41,940 --> 00:35:44,660 Would you reconsider gender reassignment? 296 00:35:44,740 --> 00:35:46,260 No, absolutely not. 297 00:35:47,380 --> 00:35:50,500 Odd has a baby It would be nice if I could have it, but... 298 00:35:50,580 --> 00:35:52,140 artificial insemination I tried it 4 times 299 00:35:52,660 --> 00:35:54,900 I had a miscarriage 4 times. 300 00:35:55,260 --> 00:35:56,620 But I can do it 301 00:35:57,140 --> 00:36:01,500 Before surgery, my body There are female genitals 302 00:36:02,060 --> 00:36:06,380 I still You can get pregnant 303 00:36:06,580 --> 00:36:09,660 But never change gender I won't give up 304 00:36:10,940 --> 00:36:13,660 When I lived as Sarah 305 00:36:14,500 --> 00:36:17,100 Having a baby never been in my life 306 00:36:17,500 --> 00:36:20,260 Life was a mess I never dreamed of being pregnant 307 00:36:20,340 --> 00:36:23,180 I found myself It's different now 308 00:36:23,300 --> 00:36:25,860 By Benjamin I fought to live 309 00:36:25,940 --> 00:36:27,740 I'm ready now 310 00:36:29,540 --> 00:36:31,220 Giving birth to a baby with my own body 311 00:36:31,700 --> 00:36:33,620 It's really meaningful. 312 00:36:53,460 --> 00:36:56,380 - Try again. - The opponent is too strong 313 00:36:59,020 --> 00:37:00,540 What does Mael say about that? 314 00:37:02,100 --> 00:37:04,940 I want to talk to my parents directly. 315 00:37:06,500 --> 00:37:08,900 But I am a parent I don't want to disappoint you 316 00:37:10,060 --> 00:37:13,260 if you don't get married Will you be disappointed? 317 00:37:13,340 --> 00:37:15,620 - I guess so. - Anyway, what are parents? 318 00:37:16,860 --> 00:37:20,420 no matter what i do My parents are disappointed 319 00:37:21,380 --> 00:37:24,580 However, my father Just trying to rely on me 320 00:37:28,140 --> 00:37:32,300 To become an expert in this field I have to go to Paris 321 00:37:35,820 --> 00:37:39,420 Because I couldn't tell my father Giving up your life? 322 00:37:41,900 --> 00:37:43,900 Show me the real you 323 00:37:45,460 --> 00:37:46,860 The real me... 324 00:37:53,140 --> 00:37:55,260 I didn't know it would be this hard 325 00:37:55,620 --> 00:37:57,100 I'm dying to breastfeed. 326 00:37:58,140 --> 00:38:00,900 My sister-in-law I had an almond oil massage. 327 00:38:01,940 --> 00:38:05,060 I'll try it too Let's do it, greedy girl. 328 00:39:07,780 --> 00:39:08,980 Don't come in, close! 329 00:39:25,500 --> 00:39:27,380 -Thank you - Are you feeling better? 330 00:39:37,780 --> 00:39:39,420 i am so scared 331 00:39:44,460 --> 00:39:45,660 we can do it 332 00:41:20,337 --> 00:41:23,921 "Brussels" 333 00:41:30,540 --> 00:41:31,580 - Mr. Adler? - Yes 334 00:41:31,660 --> 00:41:33,420 I have more to write on the document. 335 00:41:33,500 --> 00:41:34,660 I'll go 336 00:41:34,820 --> 00:41:36,900 Please follow me It only takes a moment 337 00:41:40,580 --> 00:41:41,820 Wait a minute 338 00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:45,460 Why? 339 00:41:50,740 --> 00:41:51,740 I love you 340 00:42:00,020 --> 00:42:01,900 I'll go in first from the coffin. 341 00:42:02,460 --> 00:42:04,540 through this pipe Sperm enters 342 00:42:05,980 --> 00:42:07,940 It's a bit cold though It doesn't hurt 343 00:42:09,180 --> 00:42:10,220 Are you ready? 344 00:43:24,020 --> 00:43:25,700 - It was fun! - Us too! 345 00:43:25,780 --> 00:43:27,940 - Come visit me home later. - Of course. 346 00:43:28,020 --> 00:43:30,380 Let’s have a nice drink then! 347 00:43:31,900 --> 00:43:33,260 I'll call a taxi 348 00:43:34,100 --> 00:43:36,420 Dirty thing, stand there 349 00:43:37,300 --> 00:43:39,540 Do you like hanging out with gay people? 350 00:43:39,660 --> 00:43:41,580 If we suck each other and roll around Is it really exciting? 351 00:43:43,100 --> 00:43:45,940 Dirty thing, I know the topic. 352 00:43:46,140 --> 00:43:48,340 - Can't you hear me? - go away! 353 00:43:48,420 --> 00:43:50,140 - Ben! - Don't you think what I'm saying? 354 00:43:50,580 --> 00:43:51,660 Ben! 355 00:43:51,740 --> 00:43:53,420 Get away from me 356 00:43:54,420 --> 00:43:55,700 Don't touch me 357 00:43:58,780 --> 00:43:59,820 Catch them! 358 00:44:00,340 --> 00:44:01,820 Run away! 359 00:44:02,100 --> 00:44:04,900 If you get caught, you're dead! 360 00:44:06,940 --> 00:44:07,980 Ben! 361 00:45:47,180 --> 00:45:48,180 oud 362 00:45:50,540 --> 00:45:51,500 Odd! 363 00:45:52,980 --> 00:45:54,220 Eva Adler. 364 00:45:59,300 --> 00:46:00,300 Odd! 365 00:46:17,020 --> 00:46:17,980 Shall we talk for a moment? 366 00:47:03,420 --> 00:47:05,260 My child It was so different since I was young. 367 00:47:07,380 --> 00:47:08,500 I couldn't understand 368 00:47:12,500 --> 00:47:14,940 Breast milk as a baby I wasn't trying to suck it 369 00:47:16,340 --> 00:47:17,580 I couldn't force it 370 00:47:21,180 --> 00:47:22,380 She kept refusing 371 00:47:24,380 --> 00:47:26,940 I almost died from malnutrition. 372 00:47:28,180 --> 00:47:29,260 It was painful 373 00:47:31,060 --> 00:47:33,660 My child and I had a hard time too. 374 00:47:38,940 --> 00:47:42,900 They say sucking milk is an instinct My child wasn’t like that. 375 00:47:47,740 --> 00:47:50,580 I like my daughter and friends I dreamed of living 376 00:47:58,860 --> 00:48:00,300 But we only hurt each other 377 00:48:05,260 --> 00:48:08,380 conversation was impossible 378 00:48:12,860 --> 00:48:15,020 Now even that daughter You are not by my side 379 00:48:29,660 --> 00:48:31,180 Thanks, honey 380 00:48:32,340 --> 00:48:34,300 - You don't eat? - I'm not hungry. 381 00:48:46,980 --> 00:48:49,260 - What's going on? - No 382 00:48:56,100 --> 00:48:57,100 tell me 383 00:48:57,420 --> 00:48:59,260 I got fired 384 00:49:00,540 --> 00:49:02,260 They say you can’t wait even a week? 385 00:49:02,340 --> 00:49:04,260 It's been 3 weeks The semester starts soon 386 00:49:04,460 --> 00:49:06,860 Whether it’s 1 week or 3 weeks, it’s too much. 387 00:49:22,420 --> 00:49:23,500 it's your mother 388 00:49:29,300 --> 00:49:30,340 Pick up the phone 389 00:49:35,140 --> 00:49:37,260 mother's hospital bills You're paying everything 390 00:49:37,540 --> 00:49:38,740 I never asked for it 391 00:49:44,980 --> 00:49:45,940 It's over 392 00:49:57,020 --> 00:49:57,980 goodbye 393 00:50:45,257 --> 00:50:48,820 “Maternity hospital room” 394 00:51:07,660 --> 00:51:08,620 Ben! 395 00:51:09,660 --> 00:51:10,620 how have you been doing? 396 00:51:21,300 --> 00:51:24,137 To cut a tree branch I went up and slipped 397 00:51:24,260 --> 00:51:26,740 - Let someone else do it. - I don't want to do that. 398 00:51:27,020 --> 00:51:28,940 climbing a tree It's dangerous. 399 00:51:29,020 --> 00:51:32,540 I have someone to call 400 00:51:32,620 --> 00:51:35,740 If I tell my son-in-law I will do it, but 401 00:51:36,580 --> 00:51:39,420 I like being alone 402 00:51:41,220 --> 00:51:42,420 I want to be quiet 403 00:51:42,620 --> 00:51:45,100 - I don't want to call you. - Then you have to be careful. 404 00:51:45,340 --> 00:51:47,140 I told you earlier 405 00:51:47,340 --> 00:51:49,500 - It's cold. - It stings. 406 00:51:52,780 --> 00:51:54,020 Where did you meet your wife? 407 00:51:54,100 --> 00:51:57,140 at a neighborhood wedding We met like that before. 408 00:51:57,460 --> 00:52:01,180 After the Algerian War You met on this island. 409 00:52:01,260 --> 00:52:05,740 It was easy to meet girls back then. 410 00:52:06,500 --> 00:52:08,740 We fell in love at first sight 411 00:52:08,820 --> 00:52:10,700 We danced all night 412 00:52:11,980 --> 00:52:13,620 And I've been dancing my whole life 413 00:52:14,100 --> 00:52:16,340 We lived our lives together 414 00:52:18,460 --> 00:52:20,940 I'll go. Do you have anything to eat? 415 00:52:21,020 --> 00:52:23,540 All you need is a few eggs 416 00:52:38,980 --> 00:52:42,620 I’m not feeling well, so I’m going to lie down. Can you go to the pharmacy? 417 00:52:48,020 --> 00:52:51,980 One pill at noon, if severe One more pill in the afternoon 418 00:52:52,060 --> 00:52:53,420 Okay? 419 00:52:56,580 --> 00:52:57,580 Anything else you need? 420 00:53:01,140 --> 00:53:02,740 Please give me a pregnancy test. 421 00:53:57,660 --> 00:53:58,740 It's amazing 422 00:53:59,380 --> 00:54:01,220 It was conceived stably. 423 00:54:02,740 --> 00:54:05,580 -Is everything normal? - It's perfectly normal. 424 00:54:06,980 --> 00:54:08,980 I don't know the gender yet 425 00:54:09,100 --> 00:54:11,100 - It doesn't matter if you don't know. - That's good. 426 00:54:13,020 --> 00:54:17,100 The placenta is also good It went really well 427 00:54:17,620 --> 00:54:20,580 Regular check-ups before giving birth You have to do it 6 times. 428 00:54:21,140 --> 00:54:22,620 After that, great Let me introduce you to the midwifery center. 429 00:54:23,020 --> 00:54:25,420 It will help you well 430 00:54:27,380 --> 00:54:30,060 We are in this kind of birth Because I'm not used to it. 431 00:54:32,540 --> 00:54:35,060 You did it, congratulations. 432 00:54:59,380 --> 00:55:00,580 What do you want to eat? 433 00:55:03,060 --> 00:55:04,020 Oud? 434 00:57:09,940 --> 00:57:12,140 Santa Claus Grandfather What time are you coming? 435 00:57:12,380 --> 00:57:15,380 At night? In the morning? 436 00:57:17,220 --> 00:57:19,180 - Come in the morning. - Morning? 437 00:57:19,540 --> 00:57:22,860 walking around at night I leave presents in the morning 438 00:57:24,100 --> 00:57:25,060 I see. 439 00:57:32,420 --> 00:57:35,540 But really Is there a Santa Claus? 440 00:57:37,700 --> 00:57:42,500 - Then you won't die? - Stop asking, Leo. 441 00:58:01,660 --> 00:58:04,060 - What's wrong? - Leave me alone. 442 00:58:12,340 --> 00:58:15,340 I was always on your side 443 00:58:16,700 --> 00:58:18,060 You understood everything! 444 00:58:19,140 --> 00:58:20,660 I was considerate of you 445 00:58:21,620 --> 00:58:22,780 I did something for nothing. 446 00:58:24,100 --> 00:58:25,060 What are you talking about? 447 00:58:25,420 --> 00:58:26,900 You know what I mean. 448 00:58:28,100 --> 00:58:30,660 Tolerating it too There are limits, Ben. 449 00:58:32,220 --> 00:58:34,820 My brother endured it? Do you know what it is to endure? 450 00:58:35,660 --> 00:58:39,420 When you choose your life I didn't make any accusations 451 00:58:40,900 --> 00:58:42,620 I was by your side until the end 452 00:58:43,540 --> 00:58:45,020 - But what is this? - what? 453 00:58:45,820 --> 00:58:46,820 I just don't know 454 00:58:47,700 --> 00:58:48,860 You make life decisions so easily 455 00:58:49,180 --> 00:58:51,420 To you who lives as you please Should I at least applaud? 456 00:58:52,380 --> 00:58:53,369 we are different 457 00:58:54,060 --> 00:58:55,940 It's different from you 458 00:58:56,300 --> 00:58:58,220 What are you afraid of? 459 00:58:58,300 --> 00:59:01,540 -What are you afraid of? - You chose to live as a man! 460 00:59:01,620 --> 00:59:04,380 choose or not Not a problem! 461 00:59:08,580 --> 00:59:09,820 Then later… 462 00:59:11,580 --> 00:59:15,100 When your stomach gets full What should I say to Leo? 463 00:59:15,980 --> 00:59:19,580 Why is my uncle pregnant? How do you explain having a child? 464 00:59:20,620 --> 00:59:22,260 I can't do it! 465 00:59:23,380 --> 00:59:25,340 I don't even want to do it 466 00:59:26,220 --> 00:59:29,300 Brother, tell me your true feelings! 467 00:59:29,620 --> 00:59:33,380 Living as a heterosexual couple I work hard at church 468 00:59:33,460 --> 00:59:36,820 I have to pay taxes regularly Can you become a parent? 469 00:59:38,140 --> 00:59:41,980 My brother is also Leo They put it on the boat and play with it. 470 00:59:43,380 --> 00:59:45,500 Dad holding his child Is it strange to go around? 471 00:59:45,580 --> 00:59:47,860 A man who hugs a child is lovely 472 00:59:47,940 --> 00:59:50,300 - That's different. - What's the difference? 473 00:59:50,380 --> 00:59:52,860 Does it vary depending on skin thickness? 474 00:59:54,460 --> 00:59:56,660 1cm, 2cm? 475 00:59:56,740 --> 00:59:58,820 Please stop! 476 00:59:59,940 --> 01:00:02,420 Can't you adopt? 477 01:00:02,500 --> 01:00:04,140 A couple like us I can't even dream of adoption 478 01:00:04,940 --> 01:00:05,900 No way 479 01:00:06,940 --> 01:00:08,300 My brother, this world Don't you know what it's like? 480 01:00:09,180 --> 01:00:10,140 What about mom? 481 01:00:11,340 --> 01:00:14,260 Don't you think about your mom? Of course I won't 482 01:00:14,580 --> 01:00:16,300 You continued to have a hard time Do you really want to behave like this? 483 01:00:17,060 --> 01:00:18,820 Don't even ask me to tell your mom 484 01:00:19,060 --> 01:00:22,020 I said something like that to my brother. I don't even expect it 485 01:00:24,220 --> 01:00:26,500 It's about having everything It's your greed! 486 01:00:26,580 --> 01:00:27,860 -My greed? - Yeah. 487 01:00:28,620 --> 01:00:29,700 I'm not saying I want to have it all. 488 01:00:30,780 --> 01:00:32,140 I want to live like my brother too 489 01:00:33,580 --> 01:00:35,020 Is that such a big desire? 490 01:00:51,380 --> 01:00:53,540 Jean Louis was a sea rescuer. 491 01:00:54,540 --> 01:00:56,140 All the islanders know 492 01:01:00,900 --> 01:01:05,220 The key to rescue success is I said it was true 493 01:01:06,380 --> 01:01:10,220 tell the whole truth They say the probability of rescue also increases. 494 01:01:20,540 --> 01:01:23,300 If he leaves How can I live alone? 495 01:01:31,340 --> 01:01:32,420 I am there 496 01:01:33,233 --> 01:01:34,193 You know, right? 497 01:01:35,540 --> 01:01:36,660 Of course 498 01:01:40,820 --> 01:01:42,580 You are a good young man, Benjamin. 499 01:01:48,740 --> 01:01:49,900 Oh, I'm just annoyed 500 01:01:50,337 --> 01:01:51,300 Let's play! 501 01:01:51,380 --> 01:01:52,860 - Let's take a walk - I'm going to play a game. 502 01:01:53,660 --> 01:01:55,180 - Let’s go play with Penmen. - I don't like it 503 01:01:56,900 --> 01:01:58,500 My eyes hurt 504 01:01:58,580 --> 01:02:00,980 - Almost done. - Let's go out. 505 01:02:02,300 --> 01:02:03,940 - Please - I don't like it. 506 01:02:04,260 --> 01:02:06,780 You just play games and lie around 507 01:02:08,060 --> 01:02:09,900 - Let's go out. - I don't like it 508 01:02:09,980 --> 01:02:12,540 - Get some air. - I don't like it! 509 01:02:12,620 --> 01:02:15,020 - I want to go out. -What do I want to eat? 510 01:02:15,740 --> 01:02:17,620 Big Mac with French Fries 511 01:02:17,700 --> 01:02:21,340 Curry sauce nuggets McFlurry 512 01:02:21,420 --> 01:02:22,940 Buy it sometime 513 01:02:23,940 --> 01:02:25,340 The menu is specific. 514 01:02:26,100 --> 01:02:27,620 Is there a McDonald's on this island? 515 01:02:30,860 --> 01:02:32,300 eat strawberries I thought you would like it 516 01:02:34,740 --> 01:02:36,020 Well, what do I know? 517 01:02:43,100 --> 01:02:44,220 Nice to meet you both 518 01:02:45,060 --> 01:02:46,660 - How are you? - Then 519 01:02:49,940 --> 01:02:51,420 Excuse me, I'll go first. 520 01:02:53,060 --> 01:02:55,660 Ben, come jogging with me. look at your belly fat 521 01:02:56,820 --> 01:02:57,780 Don't make excuses 522 01:03:14,700 --> 01:03:19,580 'Judge of the High Court of Aix-en-Provence Eric Mortureux' 523 01:03:22,460 --> 01:03:25,740 'Modified as follows: 'Issuing a birth certificate' 524 01:03:25,820 --> 01:03:30,260 'April 28, 1990, Aix-en-Provence Born Miss Sarah Adler' 525 01:03:30,340 --> 01:03:34,140 'Change your gender 'I requested the court' 526 01:03:34,220 --> 01:03:38,140 'Therefore, in women It was corrected to male.' 527 01:03:39,820 --> 01:03:44,460 'The name is Sarah I'm changing my name to Benjamin.' 528 01:04:13,180 --> 01:04:16,460 On my baby’s birth certificate It will be written like this 529 01:04:17,380 --> 01:04:20,460 'Mother, Benjamin Adler' 530 01:04:21,636 --> 01:04:22,857 ‘Father, unknown’ 531 01:04:29,540 --> 01:04:30,540 It must be very strange 532 01:04:35,460 --> 01:04:37,660 I take this moment Do you know how long I've been waiting? 533 01:04:38,860 --> 01:04:40,180 you know what it means 534 01:04:40,300 --> 01:04:41,980 That's not the problem 535 01:04:43,500 --> 01:04:45,140 I waited 30 years 536 01:04:45,580 --> 01:04:50,260 my real ID I waited 30 years 537 01:04:50,340 --> 01:04:51,540 30 years! 538 01:04:53,700 --> 01:04:56,260 now in my name You can also receive registered mail 539 01:04:56,340 --> 01:04:59,220 A plane in my name Now I can ride! 540 01:05:01,980 --> 01:05:06,260 When writing a check at the supermarket Proudly show your ID 541 01:05:06,900 --> 01:05:08,420 I can live like that now 542 01:05:08,500 --> 01:05:11,500 See yourself like everyone else Just live it as is 543 01:05:14,420 --> 01:05:16,420 Do you know what it feels like to wait 30 years? 544 01:05:21,300 --> 01:05:23,580 You know, I'm really happy too. 545 01:05:25,580 --> 01:05:26,700 But you… 546 01:05:27,820 --> 01:05:29,780 Even though I legally became a man 547 01:05:32,020 --> 01:05:34,580 On my baby’s birth certificate He doesn't appear as a father. 548 01:05:35,300 --> 01:05:38,380 Talking about such difficult things What changes? 549 01:05:39,180 --> 01:05:41,140 So will I become a better father? 550 01:05:43,500 --> 01:05:45,460 we are the coolest going to be parents 551 01:05:45,980 --> 01:05:46,940 The best parents 552 01:05:56,460 --> 01:05:59,020 What comes to mind Tell me 553 01:05:59,100 --> 01:06:01,900 What to say to the child Do you want to do it? 554 01:06:03,460 --> 01:06:06,820 I'm not the biological mother It's a bit uncomfortable 555 01:06:08,100 --> 01:06:12,060 On paper, the baby You're adopting, right? 556 01:06:13,180 --> 01:06:16,860 To my legally born child It's nothing 557 01:06:16,940 --> 01:06:19,740 No matter what anyone says Mom is you 558 01:06:23,580 --> 01:06:27,260 Then, when the child reaches puberty You will reject me 559 01:06:27,340 --> 01:06:29,700 I'm scared too 560 01:06:31,340 --> 01:06:34,140 They call me a perverted transsexual What if I look like a monster? 561 01:06:34,940 --> 01:06:36,340 Becoming a parent welcome 562 01:06:38,140 --> 01:06:42,420 who are you now just think about that 563 01:06:43,140 --> 01:06:47,460 You two do everything We've been together 564 01:06:47,860 --> 01:06:50,660 Getting through it I made a lot of decisions 565 01:06:51,340 --> 01:06:52,980 This problem too Your life is at stake 566 01:06:53,340 --> 01:06:56,580 in your two lives It's really important 567 01:06:56,660 --> 01:07:00,300 So true It came to visit me 568 01:07:01,460 --> 01:07:05,980 So tell the child Speak confidently 569 01:07:06,180 --> 01:07:09,020 'For too long 'I desperately wanted you' 570 01:07:09,100 --> 01:07:12,540 'Doing it with you 'I dreamed' 571 01:07:14,140 --> 01:07:15,340 'So you 'I was born' 572 01:08:39,420 --> 01:08:41,780 I met that friend at Sankaijuku. I invited you to Tokyo 573 01:08:41,860 --> 01:08:43,940 Great, when? 574 01:08:44,020 --> 01:08:45,620 It happened last year 575 01:08:46,620 --> 01:08:49,700 - Immediately after the fresco performance - That's cool. 576 01:08:59,660 --> 01:09:02,340 I can't believe you're leaving the ballet company. Maybe there was something more important going on? 577 01:09:08,940 --> 01:09:10,980 Nice to meet you though 578 01:09:11,300 --> 01:09:14,380 - I'm glad you're still doing ballet. - Yes. 579 01:09:14,940 --> 01:09:17,340 I just hope it doesn't rust 580 01:09:17,580 --> 01:09:21,700 Island village children’s ballet class It's different from a performance. 581 01:09:21,780 --> 01:09:25,060 We all use your talents I thought highly of it 582 01:09:25,500 --> 01:09:30,100 The same goes for 2-person dances with a partner. There are no such dancers in Lorient. 583 01:09:31,020 --> 01:09:34,980 you are here on stage It would be amazing if it went up. 584 01:09:39,220 --> 01:09:42,540 When I come back Would you like to stay here? 585 01:09:42,620 --> 01:09:46,620 I'll see you for a few days. I'm leaving for Tel Aviv soon. 586 01:09:46,700 --> 01:09:47,660 I see. 587 01:09:48,820 --> 01:09:51,140 Gaga Method Ballet Do you still like it? 588 01:09:51,660 --> 01:09:54,060 Working with choreographer Naharin 589 01:09:54,660 --> 01:09:56,620 It's every dancer's dream 590 01:09:57,780 --> 01:09:59,060 Don't you dream anymore? 591 01:10:20,660 --> 01:10:21,940 It's for newborns. 592 01:10:22,340 --> 01:10:24,060 What do you need? 593 01:10:25,940 --> 01:10:28,540 A pair of newborn underwear 594 01:10:28,620 --> 01:10:31,260 - Do you know your gender? - I didn't even try to find out. 595 01:10:32,340 --> 01:10:33,820 It's different for each person 596 01:10:34,580 --> 01:10:38,980 I wanted to know in advance If it were my son, he would have fainted. 597 01:10:40,300 --> 01:10:41,260 Why? 598 01:10:41,820 --> 01:10:45,300 Four sisters and a mother I always lived with women. 599 01:10:45,540 --> 01:10:47,620 About boys I didn't know anything 600 01:10:48,620 --> 01:10:50,620 Fortunately, I gave birth to a daughter. 601 01:10:51,180 --> 01:10:52,580 - Congratulations! -Thank you 602 01:10:53,140 --> 01:10:54,420 Is there anything you wish for? 603 01:10:55,060 --> 01:10:57,220 - It's all good. -What is the due date? 604 01:11:00,180 --> 01:11:01,140 It's May 605 01:11:06,380 --> 01:11:07,340 This 606 01:11:08,100 --> 01:11:10,660 Both sons and daughters can wear it. Cute, right? 607 01:11:11,340 --> 01:11:12,620 It's a baby elephant 608 01:11:13,260 --> 01:11:15,020 It's really cute 609 01:11:15,820 --> 01:11:17,180 It’s cute, right? 610 01:11:24,100 --> 01:11:25,060 I'm sorry 611 01:13:45,180 --> 01:13:46,260 I'm here, baby 612 01:13:48,540 --> 01:13:49,500 Do you like it? 613 01:14:02,980 --> 01:14:04,020 Oh my 614 01:14:14,700 --> 01:14:16,420 Do you remember Katrin Diberez? 615 01:14:18,660 --> 01:14:19,740 Famous choreographer? 616 01:14:20,460 --> 01:14:21,449 Yeah 617 01:14:26,420 --> 01:14:28,660 What the teacher said To live on stage 618 01:14:29,540 --> 01:14:33,660 Presence as a ballerina They say you always have to show it 619 01:14:34,300 --> 01:14:36,300 Even your past It's sublimated into art. 620 01:14:36,620 --> 01:14:38,300 every cell in the body 621 01:14:40,340 --> 01:14:42,860 remember the past Because I express that 622 01:14:48,940 --> 01:14:50,420 But what do I look like now? 623 01:15:03,940 --> 01:15:05,020 I don't think it exists 624 01:15:13,380 --> 01:15:15,900 every time I see you Painful thoughts come to mind 625 01:15:21,780 --> 01:15:22,900 It's so painful 626 01:15:24,660 --> 01:15:26,780 I don't know why 627 01:15:34,860 --> 01:15:38,860 everything now You're on your own, Ben. 628 01:15:45,260 --> 01:15:46,780 I want to find my place too 629 01:15:55,820 --> 01:15:56,780 See you tomorrow 630 01:16:19,420 --> 01:16:20,460 Odd! 631 01:16:35,780 --> 01:16:36,780 Are you here? 632 01:17:20,540 --> 01:17:21,500 How are you? 633 01:17:35,940 --> 01:17:37,180 My heart breaks, Ben. 634 01:17:41,260 --> 01:17:42,940 There must be a way 635 01:17:45,020 --> 01:17:46,180 Give Odd some time 636 01:17:58,180 --> 01:18:00,460 I'm 6 months pregnant 637 01:18:02,900 --> 01:18:05,380 - What? - She's 6 months pregnant. 638 01:18:09,420 --> 01:18:10,500 This doesn't make sense 639 01:18:21,020 --> 01:18:22,260 I'm a trans man 640 01:18:25,860 --> 01:18:28,220 Odd couldn't get pregnant I did it 641 01:18:32,340 --> 01:18:33,940 Make jokes too 642 01:18:34,700 --> 01:18:36,900 speak seriously 643 01:18:49,420 --> 01:18:50,740 What the hell are you? 644 01:18:52,500 --> 01:18:53,660 What is a ‘trans male’? 645 01:18:55,380 --> 01:18:56,980 Because I don't know much 646 01:18:57,097 --> 01:18:59,700 - A woman pretending to be a man? - Let me explain. 647 01:18:59,780 --> 01:19:01,980 This doesn't make sense you are my friend 648 01:19:02,060 --> 01:19:04,380 But this What kind of bullshit! 649 01:19:04,620 --> 01:19:06,940 I am your friend It was always a man 650 01:19:07,020 --> 01:19:09,180 So what are you talking about just now? 651 01:19:10,380 --> 01:19:11,580 liar! 652 01:19:12,180 --> 01:19:13,180 you are right 653 01:19:14,140 --> 01:19:15,740 I told you everything about me 654 01:19:16,500 --> 01:19:19,020 - I trusted you. - If I told you everything... 655 01:19:19,380 --> 01:19:21,780 Would you have treated me as a friend? 656 01:19:22,660 --> 01:19:24,340 I wouldn't have even noticed it 657 01:19:25,540 --> 01:19:26,980 Could we become friends? 658 01:19:28,340 --> 01:19:30,700 Would you treat me like a human being? 659 01:19:30,780 --> 01:19:34,300 - Be honest. - Is that sound coming out of your mouth? 660 01:19:35,460 --> 01:19:37,980 - Friends must be true. - I couldn't get my mouth shut. 661 01:19:38,060 --> 01:19:39,980 I was going to say it too 662 01:19:41,620 --> 01:19:44,220 I tried to speak quickly I didn't have the courage 663 01:19:44,420 --> 01:19:46,340 I tried but it didn't work 664 01:19:48,420 --> 01:19:49,420 I couldn't do it 665 01:19:53,140 --> 01:19:54,260 I really wanted to say 666 01:19:56,700 --> 01:19:58,140 But I was afraid 667 01:19:59,220 --> 01:20:02,220 Just like everyone else in the world, even you I'm afraid they'll point fingers at me 668 01:20:05,340 --> 01:20:07,860 Here I... 669 01:20:09,700 --> 01:20:11,620 I wanted to live a normal life 670 01:20:14,460 --> 01:20:17,940 I'm with Od I wanted to be happy 671 01:20:18,660 --> 01:20:19,900 Like you and Mael 672 01:20:24,660 --> 01:20:28,500 couldn't say Don’t you know how I feel? 673 01:20:31,660 --> 01:20:33,260 I'm so tired... 674 01:20:35,700 --> 01:20:39,380 I wanted to find my true self 675 01:20:40,100 --> 01:20:42,220 and now I'm proud of who I am 676 01:20:45,300 --> 01:20:48,060 I'm happy living as Benjamin 677 01:20:50,620 --> 01:20:53,580 I fought to become Benjamin That's how I got my freedom 678 01:20:54,860 --> 01:20:57,380 Meet Yvonne and Janet 679 01:20:57,820 --> 01:21:00,900 To them too I want to tell the truth 680 01:21:03,020 --> 01:21:04,220 you are right 681 01:21:07,380 --> 01:21:08,740 But while pregnant... 682 01:21:15,420 --> 01:21:17,020 It's become difficult to even talk about it 683 01:21:17,660 --> 01:21:20,300 Stop it, shut up. 684 01:21:21,100 --> 01:21:22,980 - I wasn't lying... - I don't want to hear it. 685 01:21:23,180 --> 01:21:25,740 That's enough 686 01:21:29,220 --> 01:21:30,220 Unlucky! 687 01:22:11,620 --> 01:22:12,980 Do you like it? 688 01:22:14,900 --> 01:22:18,940 "happy birthday" 689 01:22:27,777 --> 01:22:28,900 you are sexy 690 01:22:29,740 --> 01:22:31,100 Do you hang out? 691 01:22:42,609 --> 01:22:43,569 It's so cool 692 01:23:15,860 --> 01:23:17,380 What's your name? 693 01:23:23,140 --> 01:23:24,300 Benjamin 694 01:23:28,540 --> 01:23:29,780 My name is Benjamin 695 01:23:30,900 --> 01:23:32,340 Hello, Benjamin 696 01:23:37,980 --> 01:23:39,180 my name is odd 697 01:24:37,460 --> 01:24:39,180 - Hello? - Yes 698 01:24:46,660 --> 01:24:49,060 Happy birthday, Benjamin 699 01:24:58,020 --> 01:25:00,100 mom is my name This is my first time calling you. 700 01:25:08,980 --> 01:25:10,820 It's good to hear your voice 701 01:25:13,180 --> 01:25:15,500 I wanted to hear your voice 702 01:25:20,340 --> 01:25:21,340 Benjamin? 703 01:25:22,100 --> 01:25:23,060 yes 704 01:25:30,940 --> 01:25:33,500 Does your mom call you sometimes? 705 01:25:36,860 --> 01:25:37,820 yes 706 01:25:42,460 --> 01:25:43,500 Good 707 01:25:48,860 --> 01:25:50,140 take care 708 01:26:38,620 --> 01:26:40,380 'What is this?' 709 01:26:40,580 --> 01:26:44,180 ‘The boa constrictor swallowed the elephant’ 710 01:26:45,260 --> 01:26:47,860 ‘But adults… ' 711 01:26:59,980 --> 01:27:01,380 - Hello - Hello, Ben. 712 01:27:01,460 --> 01:27:03,500 Shall I take this to the kitchen? 713 01:27:03,580 --> 01:27:05,460 - No, it's okay. - Yes 714 01:27:06,660 --> 01:27:09,620 - Let me know if you need anything. -Thank you 715 01:27:09,980 --> 01:27:11,900 See you later then 716 01:27:17,860 --> 01:27:20,260 'The number 1 picture for adults I showed it to them and asked if it was scary.' 717 01:27:20,580 --> 01:27:23,820 'They have hats 'Why are you scared?' 718 01:27:26,340 --> 01:27:30,740 'I'm not a hat, I'm an elephant 'Because it depicts a swallowed boa constrictor' 719 01:27:31,180 --> 01:27:37,260 'I'm trying to explain it to adults. 'I drew an elephant inside a snake' 720 01:27:37,620 --> 01:27:41,340 ‘That’s picture number 2.’ 721 01:28:18,860 --> 01:28:20,460 the funeral ends 722 01:28:20,540 --> 01:28:24,580 for a final farewell You can go close to the deceased. 723 01:28:26,780 --> 01:28:28,060 please come out 724 01:30:51,500 --> 01:30:52,580 I came 725 01:30:53,860 --> 01:30:56,980 Vitals are stable The interval between contractions is 30 minutes. 726 01:30:57,580 --> 01:30:58,980 It'll be okay 727 01:31:15,420 --> 01:31:16,460 Hello? 728 01:31:17,340 --> 01:31:20,460 Benjamin Adler Born April 28, 1990 729 01:31:21,060 --> 01:31:22,100 I'm a nurse too 730 01:31:23,180 --> 01:31:26,940 Hello, Mr. Adler. This is midwife Noemie. 731 01:31:27,180 --> 01:31:28,940 let me help you 732 01:31:31,140 --> 01:31:33,260 Who is your obstetrician? 733 01:31:33,780 --> 01:31:35,620 Mr. Rush 734 01:31:35,700 --> 01:31:37,380 Can you contact me? Good 735 01:31:38,820 --> 01:31:42,340 Let me examine you, Mr. Adler. Are you okay? 736 01:31:45,620 --> 01:31:46,660 How are you feeling? 737 01:31:52,100 --> 01:31:53,700 The night shift team is here. 738 01:31:54,860 --> 01:31:56,260 -Are you getting off work? - Yes 739 01:31:56,580 --> 01:31:58,660 It was a long day today 740 01:31:59,300 --> 01:32:00,700 There are days like that too. 741 01:32:03,660 --> 01:32:05,740 - Are the pillows comfortable? - Yes 742 01:32:13,820 --> 01:32:16,820 good luck It will take time 743 01:32:19,220 --> 01:32:20,740 Soon you will become a baby's mom and dad. 744 01:33:21,220 --> 01:33:25,460 Take a deep breath Please hold on for a long time 745 01:33:25,540 --> 01:33:28,220 good Keep holding your breath 746 01:33:28,340 --> 01:33:30,980 Hold on as long as you can 747 01:33:31,060 --> 01:33:32,300 Good 748 01:33:32,380 --> 01:33:35,660 Now relax wait for next time 749 01:33:36,020 --> 01:33:39,220 Should we do it again? Take a deep breath 750 01:33:40,260 --> 01:33:41,260 hold your breath 751 01:33:41,340 --> 01:33:44,020 Let's start again, try harder 752 01:33:44,700 --> 01:33:47,180 Okay, perfect. 753 01:33:47,260 --> 01:33:50,260 Don't stop, keep going 754 01:33:50,340 --> 01:33:51,540 Well done 755 01:33:51,780 --> 01:33:53,460 My head is coming out 756 01:33:54,100 --> 01:33:55,660 Try pushing hard. 757 01:33:55,780 --> 01:33:58,340 Don't give up and work harder 758 01:33:58,540 --> 01:34:00,740 It's almost done now 759 01:34:01,220 --> 01:34:04,860 baby is coming soon Get ready 760 01:34:05,580 --> 01:34:07,980 Breathe comfortably 761 01:34:08,580 --> 01:34:09,740 stay calm and prepare 762 01:34:09,860 --> 01:34:11,540 It's the last step 763 01:34:11,620 --> 01:34:15,780 I can see the head Give me strength one last time 764 01:34:15,860 --> 01:34:17,460 The head came out 765 01:34:17,660 --> 01:34:19,940 You're doing great, keep going. 766 01:34:20,020 --> 01:34:23,380 Okay, the shoulders are out too. 767 01:34:23,460 --> 01:34:24,780 Well done! 768 01:34:26,020 --> 01:34:27,860 The baby is here 769 01:34:29,420 --> 01:34:31,820 Look, it's so pretty 770 01:34:32,580 --> 01:34:34,260 congratulations 771 01:34:34,820 --> 01:34:36,500 Well done 772 01:34:36,580 --> 01:34:38,580 the baby is really pretty 773 01:34:39,700 --> 01:34:42,900 Good job, sweet baby. 774 01:34:43,300 --> 01:34:44,380 It was hard, right? 775 01:34:58,620 --> 01:35:00,980 I'm going to cut the umbilical cord. 776 01:35:01,060 --> 01:35:02,460 Would you like to cut it? 777 01:35:03,740 --> 01:35:04,780 mom? 778 01:35:12,300 --> 01:35:13,260 I will do it 779 01:35:17,780 --> 01:35:19,980 Grab this. 780 01:35:21,140 --> 01:35:23,020 good 781 01:35:23,540 --> 01:35:26,820 You can catch it like this 782 01:35:27,540 --> 01:35:29,380 It's safe 783 01:35:30,220 --> 01:35:31,340 One more time 784 01:35:31,700 --> 01:35:34,700 Birth Time 7:22 AM 785 01:35:34,780 --> 01:35:35,780 Well done 786 01:35:51,500 --> 01:35:53,220 Spend time together 787 01:39:40,937 --> 01:39:46,921 A good man 788 01:39:48,153 --> 01:39:51,841 “For my children” 789 01:39:52,393 --> 01:39:56,121 “In Memory of Jacob Hunt” 790 01:44:06,940 --> 01:44:08,860 Subtitle: Jinyoung Lee